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my life in a nutshell [10 Feb 2007|02:13am] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | dreamer-ozzy ] Well since I havent written since November I guess its time: Well after winter break i came back to have my own room. It was amazing! no more roomate, people were constantly in my room, since no one was allowed in there with the roomate i had last semster. Things were going great! Two weeks ago at the bar i decided to wear heels, thanks to my sister, and i broke my ankle! I was told i had to stay off it for two weeks, just enough time to get completely lost in school, and that i would have a cast on for another 6-8 weeks. I had to withdraw from the spring semester. My life is ruined! Ive never been so down in my life! this is horrible, being stuck in my house all day everyday! Of course with my luck i broke my right ankle so i cant even get in the car and drive around, i am constantly relying on people and i HATE that more than anything. I am the helper i dont get help! I just wanna get back up to UAlbany! i just want to see my friends, they are like my family now...this is like goin weeks/months without seeing your family, horrible! All everyone keeps tellin me is that this must have happened for a reason...well id like to know what the reason is, becuase i cant come up with a good enough one...i was finally happy, i have great friends who treat me well and want to be with me, its the best feelin in the world! i miss them! so it looks like as soon as i am able to walk around im running up to albs every weekend and during the week ill be workin my ass off at panera until i go back to school in august! I can not wait!  Oh and to top is all off: My 21st birthday is in 8 days and i can NOT go out to a bar and celebrate it! ugh!!!!!! Kiss

[30 Nov 2006|04:05pm] im pretty much the most depressed person ever! even when things are goin good for me im still so down i love school i love the people here, so what is wrong with me?!?! i need help! Kiss

[07 Oct 2006|04:22pm] [ mood | horny ] So ive been at UAlbany for a month now! It seems ok! I love weekends...its pretty much a great place to be, partying at bars all night long, they are right up the street which makes it even better. My roomie is awsome we get along really well. The people on my floor are also awsome! We all chill everynight. I hate living in a dorm, i need my own shower, u hate wearing flip flops in the shower, i want to be able to make my own food n not have to eat shit food in the dining hall! I think in January my and three or four of my friends are going to get a house or apartment! im kinda excited! thats pretty much it for now! Kiss

i dont get it [16 Jul 2006|03:08am] [ mood | aggravated ] [ music | touch it....busta etc ] i dont understand my life sometimes....i know i probably complain to much but hey thats who i am take me or leave me idc.  i dont understand why it is that i am the "go to friend" all the time. i dont mind being there for my friends but i hate that i am always the girl that helps girls boyfriends out when they are screwing up or when they need help or when two ppl like each other and i set it up. why cant i once be on the other end, why is it that no one is every fighting for me? i dont get it. ugh!  need to be out of this town asap!   6 weeks baby!!!!!!!!! 1Hug * Kiss

[20 May 2006|12:03am] [ mood | ecstatic ] I HEATHER CALLANAN HAVE FINALLY QUIT THE COFFEE BEANERY!!!!!!!!!!!! MY LAST DAY IS JUNE 4TH SO STOP BY B4 THEN OR NOW MORE DELICIOUSNESS FROM THE QUEEN OF THE BEAN! 1Hug * Kiss

[02 May 2006|11:15pm] I got a new job!!! Dont wrry tho im still at the bean, ugh i gotta stop wrkin there tho i cant stand it anymore. I am also wrkin at Panera Bread in yorktown! We open May 8th everyone come in ill b wrkin after 4! Kiss

[08 Apr 2006|10:06am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | I need a Hero-on shrek 2! ] So Christinas Birthday is today...HAPPY BIRTHDAY TINA!!  Last night i surprised her and took her to a coheed and cambria concert! It was AMAZIN!! First Head Automatica came on....amazing performance, the lead singer is just the cutest thing ive ever seen! Then came Avenenge Sevenfold....a band i would probably not like but there performance was amazing, so much energy! dam did those guys have nice bodys!!! Then came COHEED N CAMBRIA! What can i say but amazing!!! I am in love with Claudio and all his beautiful hair haha!!! The whole concert was great!! We even met some funny guys in the crowd, a scottish kid and of course you know me i made friends with the security guys, what else is new! GREAT TIME CANT WAIT FOR THE NEXT CONCERT!!!!  My rents are away until next monday i have the house free alll to myself! well and my annoying dog!! but yesss very excited!!! iight thats all....heather!! Kiss

sad yet nervous!!! [04 Apr 2006|08:22pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | house...the tv show!!!!!! ] Just when you think you know someone and you think things are getting good they turn around and piss you off and show who they truly are. Does it not phase people to stop talking about themselves and to not be all about them! Since high school obviously things have changed and i would have to say for the most part it is all for the best. However now it seems things are changing yet again. I have been at wcc for my two years and i am ready to leave and transfer to university of albany. I am excited yet kinda nervous, this is a big change, i am not gunna see the people i take for granted seeing on a daily basis n e more. I have been living here and seeing these people for ten years now, how am i gunna do it?  Besides the fact that i am leavin for college people are leavin me too. I know we all have to grow up and move away but i didnt think  it would come so soon. i know some wont move for years but i dont know what i will do when i cant see them n e more. Some i will miss and others i hope ill b able to  miss but sometimes i just cant because of actions takin by these people.  What else is new: Still at the Coffee Beanery...lookin for a better paying job for the summer...n e suggestions pass them my way Living with Rae Rae I wanna go get my belly pierced I need a new computer I must have an iPod I do not have long nails n e more...shocker i know! Need booty like WOAH!! Went to the top for the empire state building for the first time in my life I was a tourist in NYC  thats about it for now Kiss

[29 Mar 2006|07:06pm] [ mood | pissed off ] uggggggggggggggggggghh annoying life Kiss

FINALLY [02 Mar 2006|09:09pm] [ mood | hyper ] I GOT INTO/ AM GOIN TO UNIVERSITY AT ALBANY!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1Hug * Kiss

[18 Feb 2006|08:08pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | panic! at the disco ] HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kiss

[08 Feb 2006|09:28pm] [ mood | horny ] [ music | panic! at the disco ] MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 9 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Kiss

[04 Jan 2006|09:36pm] I cant believe it is 2006 already! 2005 wasnt that exciting of a year hopefully this one will be. Kiss

[09 Nov 2005|10:16pm] Things might actually be happening for me...finally!   Yea right...i give it like 2 weeks b4 sumthing goes wrong Kiss

[24 Oct 2005|05:02pm] [ mood | silly ] I dont understand guys they are so dumb! IF YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND YOU SHOULD NOT BE HOOKING UP WITH OTHER GIRLS!!! If u and ur grl have an open relationship the grl you are hookin up with SHOULD KNOW ABOUT UR GRLFRIEND thats all.... Kiss

[23 Oct 2005|02:51pm] [ mood | pissed off ] LJ Interests meme results blue: Was my favorite color until pink recently became it. brand new: awsome band. reminds me of high school. driving around listening to it constantly. coheed and cambria: the most amazing band out there! i am in love with this band. reminds me of great times with friends. dancing: i love dancing! anytime anywhere...got music and ull see me dance! laughing: this is alllllll i do literally... love: i hope it comes.. movies: i love sittin around esp on a day like this (shity weather)and watchin movies. pink: new favorite color shopping: till i drop... sneakers: i buy a new pair like every couple mths, i love sneaks! Enter your LJ user name, and 10 interests will be selected from your interest list. Kiss

[13 Oct 2005|11:10pm] Your Hidden Talent Your natural talent is interpersonal relations and dealing with people. You communicate well and are able to bring disparate groups together. Your calming presence helps everything go more smoothly. People crave your praise and complements. What's Your Hidden Talent? What Your Sleeping Position Says You have a passion for everything - including sleeping. Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well. You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers. You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations. What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You? Kiss

[25 Sep 2005|10:29pm] I dont deserve to be treated like this, and neither do my best friends....Fuck You. You are a cool kid but i dont understand what the deal is. Get over yourself. I wont sit back while you hurt my friends. Kiss

[20 Sep 2005|08:55pm] UGH! stressing over my future lately...idk where to go to college ne more. i think albany but idk. ughhhh hellllllp me!!!!!!! 2Hugs * Kiss

[14 Sep 2005|10:10pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | the used ] Why is it that during the summer it seems you hang out with people and then during the school year they all of a sudden think they are to cool to hang out with you anymore? I dont understand i dont know maybe its me,mayb im just not cool enough or something. Whatever, with the exception of that little note life is good. I dont think ive ever been hit on as much as i have lately, and i must say it feels kinda good. Aww this little new security gaurd at the mall on his first nite asked me to go on a date with him. I have to say it took guts, but no....and dont u know my security gaurds had my back. lol 143 guys! I would like to know what he wants out of this. I mean if he thinks just sex he can go find a slut for that. Im not that type of grl. ugh! ( Read more... ) Kiss

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